Guilt vs. Happiness

GIVENCHY boots

When I saw the pre-fall version I fell in love, but when I saw this cleaner fall version I became obsessed. Somewhere in between that I placed a pre-order of these boots through Luisaviaroma. On some level it felt less naughty to not be charged right away, but now I'm struggling to balance the feelings of happiness and guilt. Life is short so I will go with happiness for now.